I need to get my shit together. This week I was feeling so exhausted and have been sleeping at weird hours. Like today/yesterday, I fell asleep at 9pm and woke at 1am feeling so awake. And so now I am still up and feeling so awake I wonder how I will be able to survive the whole day. 

I stopped going for my table tennis practice this week as I was just feeling so exhausted. Just want to sleep. I wonder what is going on.

There are so many chores that I need to clear, it is piling up. I wonder when will the chores end. Maybe life is just here to clear chores. Like weekly mini quests that keeps popping up for you to clear it. You can ignore it, but then you have to carry on with the main quest and that is something that most of us are trying to avoid. We don't ever want a game we love to end.

I just ate "breakfast". One cup of big Shin Shin ramen. I wonder what good that will do to me. I find that mostly I am eating just for the sake of eating. I wasn't even that hungry.

Need to get my shit together. I wonder how people get their shit together so nicely. I guess we all struggle at times, just reduced downtime. 

I need to, have to, want to get my shit together fast and nice.