Friday, February 18, 2005
yeah!!! today we won CCH 5:0!! so shiok...but during the yanping n xueli match the CCH coach said that the score shd be (cch)10-8(nas). then the score is 9-9..the coach said that the empire counted wrongly...duh!!! after 2 balls already then say..think sure fake de la...but we let them loh so the score became 10-8.argh!! but in the end we still win~after the match i need to get my sch n CCH to sign...the coach dont want to sign leh!! so weird !! duh!think she bueysong liao....my match i won CCH de huihua(dono correct ornot)3:0..think i won her easily because she made too many mistakes le...OMG..after the match she cried...argh!! i dont like to make ppl cry de..but what to do? only 4 sch out of 5 can get into national....haik...i stayed back n watched the c girls play against CCH.. they lost 1:4....*sobs* aiya they can win de leh...thik maybe because too stress le....1st doubles is joleen n susanna...they lost...OMG then they both cry leh!!haik...connie oso lost..then she also like wanna cry like that...yanci n (erm dono how to spell her name) lost their doubles..2:3...then yanci cry leh!!!! OMG!!! in toilet again..same as joleen n susanna...i dono what to say 1...but i dont want them to cry leh...cause when u cry then means u give up already...so cannot cry....dont be like Bgirls last yr...we lost everymatch tho our team quite strong....think is because of me...i played like shit...i dono y la...think i too scared to face my opp le...hands all cold...movement so hard..like robot...i cried almost at every match man..what a sissy i am..then i lost at the final moment to CCH de huihua...if i win my team can get into finals ..if i lose..out...*sobs* i was such a letdown...cant help but really cry at the end..kept saying sorry but i know no use de...made sum of the seniors cry oso..1 of my saddest moments in life...but because of that i promised nt to cry anymore when i lose...then oso maybe because of that i decided that i must force myself not to be afraid of my opp when i am out against them...just enjoy what i am doing..playing with pros from around spore..hehe~!!!!!!!!! arts central telecasted the wrong episode of last exile!!!!damm!!!! i am gonna write email to them man...so careless!!!! argh!!!!tml going to tp with liying+michelle+liying's frds....must wake up early..so gd nite~
