"Things are easier than you're making them -- especially in your romantic life. Are you holding yourself to an impossible goal? Or is it that you aren't satisfied with how you're handling a certain situation? The frustration you're feeling is real, but it isn't necessary. All you need to do is let go of your expectations -- for yourself and for them. Accept the rate at which things are moving ... whether or not it's too fast or too slow doesn't matter. It's what it's."
I am holding myself to an impossible goal. This is oh so true. Attached is the word, detached is how I feel. Anyway, I am oh so certain that this is just a phrase in my life. I must move on. Please don't let me fall sick now, I NEED my health to study.
Friday, September 15, 2006
My old spects is now spoilt too! The screw just dropped out like what happened just now.. Am I G-girl or something?? WTF. Jinbo, u are not the only one having bad karma today.
Oh great, the screw from my spects just came off. Whats worst, it dropped onto the floor when I was trying to screw it back.. and my floor is black in colour. Oh HOW GREAT!
How the hell am I suppose to do my WR? WTHWTHWTHWTH OMG! My mum just saved me with my old spects!
My spects is nothing but trouble. Last friday, the bridge broke while I was trying to clean it. The bridge actually broke! Like what the hell..and it broke during my visit to ngee ann. I have to play my matches without spects and stupid Michelle even took a "cool" picture of me without my spects which was so darn ugly ahha. I bought some glue and tried to stick it back. I was at least able to wear it when we went tmall for dinner. *phew* Gonna get my spect fixed tomorrow.
Today was a day full of emotions. I was seriously breaking down in the morning cause I didn't finish studying for my chemistry test today. I fell asleep yesterday when I was studying. Woke up feeling damn pissed about myself.. Pon GP lessson to study for my chemistry. Had a suprise test during econs. Crap my answers out, don't think it was even answers. IT WAS RUBBISH. Miss peh is gonna puke blood...
Anyway the main thing today was that swan made me LAUGH OUT LOUD. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAH!!!!
After physis tutorial.... Swan irritated Kwan. Kwan couldn't take it anymore. Kwan chased swan. Swan ran out of the classrm. Kwan chased. I followed. Swan fell... It was so sudden and funny!!! I didn't actaully saw how she fell, but Kwan told me that she sort of did a split..fell in a very awkard position....and she DIDN'T......(swan don't want me to blog about it) HAHAHAAH omg..all of us couldn't stop laughing, even swan herself!ahha it was great man, really de-stressed me. Love you swan~ haha! Opps, sorry panda. And in the end, chemistry test wasn't counted. Yippee~
Swan is always making me laugh. She did something bad in the library on wednesday and now that person is always appearing near her. LOL. I can't say what happened cause I may land swan and jinbo in trouble. Just something about editing and it was damn funny. *Guess thats how fate wants to play with me and I will play along with it. SHOW ME MORE!!* When you start to notice someone, you will always get to see that someone. But when you WANT to see more of that person, you don't get to see him/her anymore....
Monday, September 11, 2006
Just did the econs survey. They didn't ask how the school should improve on their teaching. The thing about tpjc is that the notes are not up to standard. I need to constantly refer to my sister's notes to clear my doubts. When I compare my notes with my sister's, it was just worlds apart. There are sooo sooo soo many things written in my sister's notes as compared with ours. Makes me wonder how much we are lacking in terms of content to others. Anyway, I think I can't remember all the things in the notes even if I was provided with it. *I am not a sponge*
Ahhh~ beautiful monday.. Too bad my beautiful scenery was blocked by the heads of 2 girls. Why don't you move up and sit closer to me? I am gonna move if you are not moving :P
Gonna stay back in school and study, but will I be able to concentrate? Jinbo told me something shocking today. I SHOULD HAVE LEFT SCHOOL WITH JINBO INSTEAD OF PRIS!!! Stupid pris.
Promos are freaking me out, I don't want to be left behind and watch you graduate..
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Omg sister, you are one hell of a lucky soul. LOL My sis called me just now and told me this...
There was an sudden event in maple just now. --> Aliens coming to Victoria Island. They landed on channel 19 and everyone rushed there.. of course... My sis was on the highest point in Perion with all the other maplers waiting for the aliens to appear. Everyone started partying each other, saying that they will fight for humanity. Hahaha!! What a load of crap sia! LOL In the end, the aliens controlled Jr.Balorgs (level 80!) and attacked everyone in the city. (most died )One wack from this guy and my sister was off to heaven. Hahaha!! I actually missed this event! ARGH!! This more aliens will be coming tomorrow. YEAH!
Slacking for the past few days, just can't seem to concentrate. Nvm..I will work hard~ ..and play hard too. heh
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
"Whatever you do today -- whether that's running errands, starting a romance or just working out -- do it all the way! There's no going halfway for you right now -- if you do, you're cheating yourself out of an amazing opportunity. You owe it to yourself to put 100 percent of your effort into everything right now. Any solid efforts you make today will take things a lot further than you had hoped. Timing is crucial, so don't put things off for another day. " Guess I can't slack anymore. Must finish my chinese compo, econs essay and maths tutorial 3 by today. I MUST edit the written report also. Gosh, writing AND editing a good WR together at the same time is hard. Maybe I should let my group mates write the WR, but I am very scared that they don't follow the format I think would be best. Haik, so I better do myself and let them check. It would be better for all of us this way.
Ever heard of this game called Audition? Its an online dancing game. Saw this girl playing it in a PC bunk. It was so cool! I love to see the characters dancing. Maybe one day when I am darn free I would play it. Btw, I am level 35 in maple! :P I finally got this uncompleted job scroll after killing tonnes of books. Strangers enjoying maple together~ Pro freaks in Audition...