'As illogical as it sounds, your heavy mood can be lightened by heavy thoughts. If you face whatever is troubling you and process it with as much honesty as you can, your worries will eventually fade away to nothing. But if you ignore the fact that something is wrong in your life, the problem will never be resolved! It will stick around, waiting to get some of your attention -- and it can wait forever if need be. Think things through today, and you'll feel better tomorrow.'
Yes, something is really troubling me. Treating my troubles with honesty? Nope, never with Anna and Sheryl. I don't know why I am so troubled..there is really nothing wrong actually.. So why am I so bothered???
Now I feel even more troubled cause I read something...Sheesh.. Is my heart broken?? I hope not..
Why am I so affected???? GOD DAMMIT! I feel so retarded!!
There is a weird lingering sadness within me too...WEIRD!! Everything is SO WERID! I think I am going crazy soon..or into a state of depression..I really hate this feeling.
I am a stupid girl toying with my own feelings. I really really love and hate to see you. you are very important to me...but you will never know..
