There are some days where you feel like your life is worthless. This is one of such days for me. Hitting a low does not feel good. The more I work the more valueless I feel. I don't feel like I am being valued. If you start to feel worthless in a company you should start to think of alternatives. I was thinking very hard about the things that I need to establish. I wonder if I will be taking any actual actions towards my goals again. I may just think and plan and have no output. My life is a life of thoughts that ends with nothing.
Sunday, July 12, 2020
I bought another keyboard costing JPY 3,500 (with wrist rest) from Mercadi. It has Cherry red switches and so far it feels really nice. I have sold the E-element Otemu blue switch keyboard and also the Ducky One 2 Mini Cherry Brown switch keyboard. My initial intention was to sell just the Ducky as even though it is a very nice and premium keyboard, I just cannot get used to the fact I am not able to configure the function keys into arrow keys. And overall it just reeks of 'premium' which I am not a fan of. It looks too new and overqualified to be belonging to me. Anyway it was sold and it is now in the hands of a good owner. Personally I prefer Tactile > Linear > Clicky. I feel that keyboards should not cost more than JPY 5,000. I do not need RGB and I do not need any other macros or programs that can configure the keyboard. Just a compact mechanical keyboard, with arrow keys in the right area and number rows. I have also bought another keyboard and it is on its way to me. I cannot contain my excitement. Will have to decide which keyboard to use in office, the current one in office is still kinda loud even with O-rings installed. Ok, I need to include some other topics in my life except keyboards. Recently, there was the General election in SG. I wanted to be an overseas voter but I am not able to log in to Singpass due to no OTP received. This OTP thing is going to be the death of me. I have no idea why I am not able to receive OTP. Elections this time has a swing towards the opposition parties. It is nice to see that there are more Singaporean involved in politics. I for one, will never be interested in it and will never pretend that I am knowledgable on it. I have very basic ideas and most of them came from reading discussions between friends on Whatsapp groups. Also, I need the damm OTP to log in Singpass because I need to register and re-new my IC. I need to do it before I pass age 30. Another task that I need to complete soon, just thinking about it makes me wanna sleep. Other than that, there seems to be nothing else must to update so I shall stop.
